About Me

My name is Kayla, I'm fourteen. I have an obsession with cows, but don't ask me why because I don't even know myself. I live in a quiet neighborhood in the woods but my ideal life would be somewhere tropical, but in the mountains with a lot of land for animals over looking the ocean. I'm a girl with lots of inspiration, expectations, and dreams for my future but not much motivation to achieve most of them. My family is my number one and I don't know where I would be without them, even if they're a pain in my butt. They support everything I do and they motivate me to do the things I feel I'm not capable of accomplishing. I have a passion for all kinds of art. Drawing and painting while listening to my favorite Pandora stations puts me in my own wonderful stress-less world. I find beauty in about everything and photography is my way of portraying that. Drawing and photography gives me the ability to express my feelings in a way not everyone completely understands. Within the past year I've been setting goals for myself such as to live a better, healthier life. Not just healthy as in physically, but also mentally by trying to stay positive. I'm a very self conscious person with OCD and I'm a perfectionist although nothing about me is even close to what I want it to be. One of my biggest problems is being alone, which is most of the time. I over think and make things worse for myself. But, I have the best friends and boyfriend anyone could ever ask for and they are always there to support me and tell me that I'm beautiful no matter how much I don't believe them. There's so many things I honestly don't even know about myself at this point and that's what I'm trying to figure out. There's a purpose for me somewhere with someone, I just don't know where that place or person is. No matter how much a put myself down, or how much I may hate myself, I can guarantee you that there will always be a smile on my face. I rather make someone else smile if they are having a bad day than have people worry about me or why I'm upset. I'm not happy endless I can make other people happy. My main goal is to make my family happy and proud of me no matter what kind of obstacles I face in life because everything happens for a reason and the people in your life are either a blessing or a lesson.